Tuesday – Well, hello!

‘Ello. Eh, my week has been hectic.

I’ve been painting since this time last week and am still not done. I got incredibly sick of it by Sunday night to the point where I was grumbling and agitated and whatnot so my mom demanded I take a break before I go batshit, lol. My hands have hurt so much for the past week and I keep finding paint in random places on my clothes. I want to finish it tomorrow. I just need to do the doors and the borders around the doors and windows. The walls are a light sky blue, the borders are sort is ivoryish, and the doors will be chocolate brown. The paint along with the new carpet looks SO much better. Sarah, you probably remember the hideousness that is my living room, LOL. It was so bad. I’m so glad it looks brand new.

I haven’t been able to do much else besides that within the last few days. I’m ridiculously behind on my studying. I’m going to commence again with that tomorrow. I’m terrified. I hate math so, so much. I was reading the symptoms for discalculia and found that most of them apply to me. My brain isn’t programmed to think sequentially, I tell you, so I began to wonder if taking the test for discalculia and getting a diagnoses would help me explain to colleges that, no, I’m not just bad at math.. there are just certain aspects of it I can’t grasp no matter what I do. I need to find myself a tutor and soon if I’m going to score above a 550, which is what I need to get into 2 out of 4 of the colleges I’m applying to.

I’m getting rather excited about college, though. It wont be too long until I start applying. I’m already planning what I’ll bring along with me and whatnot. I just can’t wait to get out of here.

Oh, and last week I told you I’d be seeing Where the Wild Things Are.. I saw it, and sadly, I wasn’t that into it. =\ It had its good moments, but I guess my hope was built up so much that I had too high expectations. I’d still recommend seeing it, though.

As for my response to Question Monday.. I’m a pretty reasonable person, so I only hold grudges if I feel like it’s necessary. If someone were to do something horrible to me and not apologize, I wouldn’t see the point in talking to that person anymore. I want friends that are kind and conscious of my feelings, and I’m glad to say that I have great friends who fall into that category. But when it comes to a miscommunication or some such thing, I try to ask the person what went wrong before I hold a grudge.

The longest I’ve ever stayed mad at a person was with my brother when he basically went insane on me and told me I should get rid of one or more of my cats because his girlfriend is allergic to them and she lives with us. He was very rude and inconsiderate about it and eventually made me cry. I didn’t talk to him for the longest time and I still don’t really trust him or communicate with him much because the way he was talking to me was uncalled for and just hateful. It probably sounds like I’m being oversensitive or making a big deal out of nothing, but I think you’d have to be there to know how much of an asshole he was being. Until he apologizes for it, I will never fully forgive him.

And as for my responses for ya’ll..

Sarah, do let us know about your NYC trip. I’m sure you will’ but I’d like to know how it went. And sorry about school, but seriously, do what’cha gotta do to end your undergrad properly, because it’ll only pay off in the end.

Ashley, I wish I could have witnessed the meteor shower. I got to see one with my dad back when I was 13 or 14 I think and it was fun just sitting there in the freezing cold and watching it. And I’m sorry about the dorm room troubles.. rules like that seem a bit lame to me.

Samantha, I feel like if I ever took an accounting class, my notes would look pretty much like yours. Despite the oddities and annoyances that go down in college, you, Sarah, and Ashley still make me wish I was there. And opening shifts like that can be great.. I have all opening this week, and although it’s nearly impossible for me to wake up before 8:00. it’s still better to get out early, take a nap, and then have the rest of the day to do whatever.

That’s all for tonight. I’ll tty guys next week!